So much for my stay in Oblivion. Time to pack my bags, check out and head back to Reality. My doctor wants me to consult with the RadOnc today. I have always been a strong believer on getting all the information you can to make the best decision you can make, so this is sound advice. However, my MedOnc has practically obliterated my false hope to push the surgery date. She isn’t content on waiting and I believe has been giving me all this time to let me really wrap my brain around the life altering decisions I have to make within the next few weeks. Have I mentioned how much this all sucks? What a ridiculous understatement!!!